I've been asking myself same questions for a month. " Why living is always hard ? ". " Why do I have to get hurt when I love someone? Tonight, i can't even sleep for some reasons. I couldn't stop thinking about you. I know you're cruel, harsh and mean to me. But my feeling to you is still the same. We haven't see and talk to each other for more than a week, to me it seems like forever. I wanted to talk to you, but you didn't answer my calls and texts. Why? What did I do? Why don't you just tell me the reason?. I've been trying to be strong and ignoring it. But I wanted to hear your voice so bad. I missed you so much that I could die. My feeling right now is just like a burden inside my chest, and I can't even take it out of my body. Do you have a girl you like right now or is it just me imagining. You said the most important thing in your life is not me, it's your education. Seriously...It's hurt, hurt alot...I couldn't believe when i heard that from you, a person I've been dated for almost 4 years. You have no trust nor faith in me. How could I leave without you? Why would I ever think about we separated apart? But how can I live like this and keep waiting for you every single day and hoping you would come to see me. I'm hurting baby, Is it the sign of our ending time ? I hope its not, but I will agree to what you want to do with us. I depressed...I'm sad...I feel terrible. I have no one to talk to except my bestfriend, but she can't even solve her own problems. What am I going to do with myself right now ? You said you will catch me when I fall, but.....where are you now ?
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